You were right, being dogged does make one feel like they're not worth it. Thanks, again.

Right now I truly believe that I hate you, but in the most painful I-still-love-you kind of way.

Love is not enough anymore.

so this is what a figurative broken cardiac aorta feels like. thanks for the demo bud.

dear my turtle friend,

if you ever need a place to crash, and provided i also find a way out of my little prickly nest of doom,

YOU ARE ALWAYS WELCOME IN MY HUBBUB!

:)

(yeah...im nosy. even long snouted pinnochio cant compete with my nosyness 8D)

and i have cravings for banana chips TT come get some with me hahaa.

Don't you realise when you say things I actually believe you?

But then you never follow through, and all these hopes I had just melt away, and once again I'm left alone, trying to heal this empty feeling I have inside.

I wish I could learn my lesson, but I'm not strong enough to deny hope when it is offered on a platter extended to me by your smile and credible words.

So the only thing I can do is ask you, please stop.

And then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all

I looked into your eyes,
Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure.

So here's everything coming down to nothing,
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core.
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymore.

Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on.