i'm sorry to disappoint,

but i am not, nor will i ever endeavor to be, or may be by chance transformed into becoming, extraordinary.

contrarily, i selfishly utterly desire to only be happily ordinary.

and in that case, i am not sorry for who i am, or what i want to be.

so please, don't get your hopes up, and do slaughter all your expectations. unless you enjoy having your heart drop in dissatisfaction and rising feelings of regret, discontent and slight resentment (or whole resentment, im not certain of your degree of letdown, but it may be relative to how high former expectations were).

my apologies, if i have unintentionally misled you.